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Remember Martin Luther King’s assassination 50 years ago


Race Relationships: Are we smarter than eighth graders?

April 4, 1968 was a good day for me. My eighth grade school year is gradually decreasing. The sun stays up late, my friends and I play basketball on the asphalt court until our mother let us go home. We live in Union County, Kentucky, about four or five hours from Memphis, and it's already warm.

This is a racially diverse staff housing area, a few miles from the town, and we are not locals. Our parents work in a nearby federal factory, which is part of President Johnson's "great society." We have more in common with neighbors of different races than our own local tones.

Then on April 5th, we saw a TV report saying that Martin Luther King was shot down by the balcony of Lorraine Motel, and the doctor at St. Joseph Hospital announced that he died at the age of 39.

I have been to Memphis a few times, but only on the way. For the first time, my grandfather had to drive me away from the colorful fountain at the train station. He does not want to have any problems with the local [White Democratic Party] authorities.

We traveled by train from Chicago to Louisiana during the spring break. We almost sent the train to the southbound. But on the way to the north, it is full of black women and children. In this case, this is part of the “great migration” from southern cotton to the northern city of Chicago. Many of them smell bad and need a shower. When people dress up and travel, they have few modifications. Some people put their clothes in a grocery bag instead of a suitcase.

I thought they were too poor to buy luggage, but a few years later I saw on a documentary that some of them had to sneak into the northbound train in the middle of the night and slide over the white landowners who wanted to stop bleeding. Patrol team. Cheap agricultural labor from the Delta. Maybe those brown paper bags are part of the trick.

Even at the age of 10, I can see that some black mothers are scared when they travel on the northbound train. The dissatisfaction of the Martin Luther King era is not imaginary. The oppression is real.

On April 5th, on the school bus, this is a dark and gloomy town. I don't know what to say to black children. Even now, I am not sure what I can say. Other white children did not say anything. The bus silently took us to the roadside of junior high school.

But during school, we returned to the tribe. Under the influence of black locals, I feel that my black neighbors are hostile to us, and they have a stack of chips on their shoulders. There are some bad history in the town. The school only went for a year before we moved there.

After all, Kentucky is part of the South. No matter who won the Democratic nomination in the first congressional district, they will go to Washington, DC without any objection in the general election. The county’s record reports made some very ironic and disdainful comments on the civil rights movement.

On Friday afternoon, on a bus coming home from town, black children remained hostile to us, their neighbors and teammates. There are provocations, fights, and bus drivers are full of hands.

Our white children are not saints. No one would mistake Fred Rogers. I said the kind of despicable things that the white children in the town said, their father and grandfather said. This is the only time in my life to use N to fight another person. they are my friends.

After the breakup at the bus stop, we split it into white and black, then went home to plan the next showdown. We are angry and cursed and vow to put them in the same place. They may have planned similar compensation for us.

But when the boat rolled around on Saturday, the grass was green and the racket beckoned. The sun rises and decides if we go outside to play. Arithmetic is unrelenting: if there are no two games, we can't play. I don't remember who was going to call us [or they] to play outside. But outdoor games occupy a supreme position, and since then it has transcended racial hatred.

We have regained our friendship and it seems that nothing has happened. As far as I know, we have never mentioned that day. I think the unconfirmed consensus is "Wow, this is too bad. Let's not do that."

By Bart Stinson


Kasbah Taourirt proves a glimpse of Morocco’s past


Morocco has so many ancient sites that people can spend a lifetime visiting them and researching them, and many of them are places of imagination [eg from


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 In London around 1989, about twenty years later, I first appeared, and I immediately recognized it as being shot near the most popular retreat in Morocco – near the ancient Berber village of Ait Benhaddou. Near the town of Ouarzazate. These places are worth a visit, but the real attraction for me is Kasbah Taourirt.

Kasbah or casbah is an internal part of the city and a variant of Medina. Kasbah Taourirt is one of the largest cities in North Africa, where ancient warlords lived and protected themselves from external attacks. Just a hundred years ago, the French gave power to the tribal leaders of the Moroccan department to avoid having to try to use the French army to control the diverse tribes living in the south of the country, which is itself too expensive. .

Kasbah Taourirt has high walls and no windows. It is built on a series of low hills to make it easier to defend. The Kasbah Taourirt is best described as a network of interlocking buildings with multi-storey towers and turrets that rise from the dense kours [family homes in the Kasbah], reinforcing the walls and a series of alleys and gateways. Taourirt has more than twenty riads, or ancient Moroccan mansions. This is a hive or city within a city.

Inside the Kasbah, you will find dozens of mysterious stairwells leading to a uniquely shaped room illuminated by low windows. The larger rooms are decorated with plaster and the floral patterns contrast with the bleached white walls. There are only three hundred rooms in the palace of Pasha.

Its compact house and stately tower are made up of chalk and sand, hardened like cement, and almost unwittingly blended into the surrounding red and meteorite landscapes. Like clay cubes, these homes are located in endless sunlight, protected by the shadows of neighbors, and the narrow doorways are usually the only connections that are isolated from the outside world. Light and air enter the cool interior through the central courtyard.

As many parts of the Kasbah have declined, local guides may see repairs near the main roads [UNESCO], as well as their courtyards and reception rooms. If you are as eager to learn more about the Taourirt Kasbah, I will ask your guide to take you to the back of the Taourirt, where the local family still lives. For the dirhams in their twenties, the locals are always willing to take you around, and from the time you start recording, you can see a glimpse of life.

If your exploration of the Taourirt Kasbah will take you to the evening, I highly recommend drinking in the terrace café and watching the sunset, and you will see the sunset next to the stone, copper and silver art studio on the right next door. Old castle. When you enjoy a cool life on this terrace, you can experience an unforgettable sunset in the sturdy village of Sahara. You may want to come back.


If I can't reach orgasm, am I normal?


Some societies regard sex as a taboo topic. This attitude tends to suppress any open discussion about sexual issues. This may be so suffocating that it prevents women from gaining enough knowledge to improve their sex life. So, what are the most women who are keen on understanding sexual issues? continue reading!

[1] What is wrong with me?

"I can't reach orgasm in my sexual life. Is this normal?" "In my masturbation, I squirted and felt like urinating, but I like this feeling very much. Is it strange?" It is very personal. Therefore, everyone will definitely respond to any particular sexual stimulation behavior in his/her unique way. As long as your sexual life is harmless to anyone and you have not done anything that puts you in danger, there is no reason to worry about any of your libido, fantasies and reactions.

If you are unable to reach orgasm during sexual intercourse, it is not related to whether you are normal or abnormal. This is more about the lack of communication with your spouse about sexual needs. The first step in achieving a fulfilling and satisfying sexual life is not to be too harsh on yourself, but to accept yourself as a normal person who has the right to enjoy an unfettered sexual self.

[2] What is the normal frequency of sexual life?

The concern here is that your interest in sex may not be as good as others. Studies have shown that most married couples have sex once or twice a week, if either of them does not have any disease, is pregnant or otherwise plagued by other things that affect love. Sexual life is more frequent for newlyweds, but tends to decrease over time.

[3] How can I let my husband know what I want in bed?

You should not expect your husband to always guess and read your thoughts. Communication is the key to a healthy and active sex life. You have to say it and know what you want. What you have to do is package your request in a compliment. This will prevent the request from becoming like a complaint that can lead to defensive behavior. For example, you can say, “When you touch me there, it really touches me,” or “I like it when you spend time on the foreplay.” You can also give him some positive feedback. Non-verbal instruction, such as when he makes the correct movement, moves or moves some parts of the body closer to him.

[4] Why am I losing interest in sex?

Loss of libido is a common problem affecting one-third of women. Due to the premenopausal syndrome, the pressure of work and family responsibilities, the level of hormonal hormones caused by drugs [some contraceptives are associated with loss of libido] is a possible cause of decreased sexual desire.

Check if any of these reasons are relevant to your situation. If the drug is the cause, talk to your doctor about alternatives. If you play too much between housework and job responsibilities, you need to discuss with your spouse to share responsibilities or get outside help. At the same time, look for ways to improve your intimate relationship with your spouse and connect you with your inner shrew. There are non-sexual ways to get in touch, such as hugging, talking, holding hands, watching a movie together or eating alone. You can try masturbation to discover some hidden aspects of your sexual behavior, which helps reverse the loss of sexual desire.

[5] If my husband/I cheat, how to overcome it?

In order to save your marriage, the deceived partner must work to cut off all contact with the third party. An unfaithful spouse needs to honestly assume his/her mistakes. Make an appointment to visit a family counselor for some treatments to help you find ways to rebuild your relationship. The injured party should give him/her an exit, cry or relax the emotionally hurting exit, about 10 minutes a day. This will gradually relieve the pain after a while.

[6] How can my spouse know my fantasies?

Indulging in fantasy and sharing with a partner can bring about a warmer love and a closer relationship. One way is to create a "fantasy box" to list the sexual fantasies of you and your partner. When the things in the bedroom get dull, these fantasies can be put into practice. Another way is to share the partner you want verbally. Many times, simply talking about what you want can make both of you happy so much that you don't hesitate to take action.

[7] How can we find time to make love?

It doesn't make sense to say that you need to arrange sex time. However, as workplace and family responsibilities increase, life becomes more busy, and if no attempt is made to allocate time, sexual behavior will gradually be pushed to a lower priority. Learn how to reject your time request. Re-prioritize your activities to make time for sex. Make your relationship and sex life a priority.

[8] How do we season if we are caught in sexual harassment?

In order to make love life full of fun and fun, you can inject some novelty by making small changes in your daily life. Try to have sex in different places [at home or at home, such as in the back seat of a car or in a motel room near you] and at different times of the day. During a love meeting, you can participate in role playing, oral sex and/or try new positions. Try to give each other a hot oil massage, use feathers to itch each other, bathe together in a sensual way, and evoke each other in a way other than traditional interaction.

Try to set the mood ahead of time with the right lighting, the right music, the right food and the right settings. Make sure this setting matches the taste of your partner. You can create a romantic atmosphere anywhere in your home, such as the living room, kitchen or anything you can imagine. Rent a romantic or sexy movie. Visual stimuli are always effective, because porn can help you reach out to the deepest, darkest and most emotional illusions. Visit an adult shop. Sometimes the props can be fun. Never be afraid to try new things.

Sometimes it is a good idea to avoid sexual activity for the time being. Sometimes sex can cause a lot of anxiety for some couples, which may inhibit true intimacy. This can be avoided by simply replacing sex with hugs, kissing, relaxing massages or pursuing other activities you like.


Once a lifelong fly fishing on the Cimarron River


My two favorite New Mexico rivers are the San Juan River and the West Malang River. This story is about Cimarron. The Cimarron River is located in the northeastern part of New Mexico, departing from Eagle Lake. This dry fly gem is located on the eastern edge of the Sangre de Cristo Mountains and flows eastward through Cimarron Canyon State Park along US Highway 64. After flowing into several other rivers, the water eventually reached the Mississippi River. New Mexico's games and fish are estimated to have nearly 4,000 captureable wild browns per mile, which is undoubtedly the state's healthiest wild brown trout fishery and one of the healthiest wild brown trout in the southern Rockies. Most wild brown is 10-14 inches from the occasional big boy. This type of fishery is not known, but it can still be crowded near the road in the middle of the summer.

I can easily reach Cimarron in the hard drive of the Fly store near Tyler, Texas, and fish in the afternoon or the next morning. The scenery of the mountains is beautiful and the fishing is great.

My story began in mid-June 2002. In June, the stone fly hatchery on Cimarron was in full swing, and the big brown would eagerly attack the Stimulator of size 14 or 16. This is the best time for me to fish this river in a year. This is the best choice for dry fly fishing.

Unfortunately, if you remember, this was when the fire engulfed many places in New Mexico, Colorado and Arizona. There are several such fires around West Cameron State Park.

On Monday night, I arrived at the Pine Ridge Hotel, just one mile from the premium fishing water. This is a small, quaint, four-room room located near the entrance to the state park. After checking in, the owner told me that the park was closed and started on Friday. Due to the fire danger, it shuts everything down, including camping, hiking, picnics and YES…fishing. The parking in each park is bright yellow. It seems that every other tree has a park closure sign nailed to it. I can not believe it. I have been driving the strait for 12 hours, and I spent some personal time doing dry fishing… You don't know… no fishing. I am sick. If you ever want to see a big man crying, this will be a good opportunity.

Unless I have a guide to some private waters near fishing, there is no other place nearby to fish. I called Doc Thompson, a good friend of High Country Anglers. Doc is the best fly fishing guide for small streams in northeastern New Mexico, including some private areas of Cimarron. He was booked. There is no chance to catch any private water.

When I saw the park ranger turning into a motel parking lot, I was thinking about reducing the loss, packing my gear and going home, my tail caught between my legs. I eagerly approached him, explained my predicament, and begged him to show mercy to this misguided Texan. He said he could do nothing. He was ordered by the superior to close the park. The area is very dry and the fear of the spread of forest fires is at an all-time high. He finally gave me a negligible window of hope. He said that if the wind didn't lift or change direction at night, he would ask if he could open the park the next day. no promises. The possibility of happening is small, but I decided not to wait.

The next morning, morning and early, I crossed my fingers and toes to the hotel owner's desk. The boss said "good news", "You can fish." The park ranger called the hotel and told the owner to tell Tex that he could fish. Ranger Open Park only fishing. No one can camp, hike or have a picnic. Fishing only. Most importantly, he left all the roadblocks and park closures. My head began to creak. Is this probably true? It is possible to have a big brown creek anywhere in the country, full of fish eager to ravage dry flies, no fishing for five days, every other tree with a park closed sign, bright yellow roadblocks Open each time? Does this really happen? The most important thing is… Does this really happen to me? Yes! ! !

I almost broke a leg and a flying rod quickly reached the river. I am the only one to catch this 12-mile-long quality carp water. The only person. The river has no fishing pressure for five days. No. Notta. Absolutely zero. What a wonderful opportunity. I am getting water at 8 am. Knowing that the stone incubator will start at 9 am, I tied a 16 yellow stimulator and a copper John dropper to my 2wt rod. For the next hour, the amount of dry and nymph captured was 50/50. When the hatch started, I took out the nymphs to concentrate on the dry place. My stimulator was removed several times by hungry squid. Incubation began around 9 am, and as the day warmed, it eventually decreased around 2 pm. During that time, I landed more than 40 beautiful browns in a dry place. Most of them are in the range of 10 to 12 inches. Some are smaller and some are bigger. I have never seen other people on the river. I always fly and fly happy. Later that afternoon, as the temperature began to fall, they began to hit hard again until dark. I lost the total number of fish caught that day. After a while you just give up counting. Fishing is amazing, lonely and even better.

During the day, when I braked Joe or something on the parked jeep, people would drive me to buy a disgusting look. I can see their lips muttering, "The idiot Texans… Can't he see these signs?" I was not interested in fixing them. I hope that the state of New Mexico and the entire state of the world will think that the park is completely closed and may never be open again.

That night, back to my room, the harsh reality of that summer was vivid. I sat on my front porch and watched helicopters and other large planes drop a lot of water on the forest fires scattered on the mountainside. Huge smoke shrouded the horizon. I can't help but become sad because of the destruction in front of me. When it was too dark to see, I retired to the scope of my room.

That night, when I was lying in a comfortable little bed, I found it hard to sleep. When my thoughts drifted from the flames outside and jumped up in the days of my fishing, I laughed because I felt satisfied. My fishing experience has been spreading in my heart. I can't help but wonder what will come next day. Will my fly fishing alone end? Guess what… it doesn't.

I rushed to the park the next morning to face the same situation. Signs and roadblocks still exist, no one is looking. Using the same flies and techniques, I enjoyed the same success as the previous day. It was not until that afternoon that I saw the only other car in the park. The word has finally come out. Until then, it doesn't matter. The next morning I enjoyed a few hours of good fishing and then returned to Taylor.

Is there morality here? I do not know. This is definitely a fishing trip I will never forget. However, in retrospect, my unforgettable fishing trip seems very regrettable. During that terrible time, the southwest lost a lot of good quality forests and helpless wildlife. The house was gone and the live hood was destroyed. I think this sentence is still correct. "The good fortune of someone is usually the price paid by others."


Sedona Schnebly sculptor: Susan Kliewer



I believe that art is the gift of God. If you open yourself, creativity will pass.from

" – Susan Clifford

I have always appreciated Sedona Schnelli's monument standing at the entrance to the Sedona Public Library. The statue, a 10-foot-high bronze, depicts Sedona moving forward, her left arm extending, providing an apple from the basket, and a gentle smile on her face as if to welcome you to her city of the same name Sedona. This gesture provides a symbol of Sedona's reputation as a charming hostess. In fact, she and her husband grew up with apples, and their families doubled as a bed and breakfast to welcome tired travelers. The fine lines and contours of the statue are cleverly combined with elegant soft movements to make it glow. When I learned that Susan Kliewer was an artist, I wanted to see the female sculptor of the female pioneer.

Susan Kliewer took the time to carve at the Mountain Trails Galleries [] in Tlaquepaque. She invited me to go to the art gallery for an interview with me. When I arrived, she was making a small equestrian statue of the legendary Buffalo Bill.

Her friendly attitude and kind smile made me feel at home. I also appreciate her deep understanding and respect for the Navajo and Hopi culture and her passion for the history of the Southwestern United States.

Coupled with country life and constant contact with Navajo culture, her work involves detailed research, which she has been doing for about 30 years. For this reason, her main work accurately reflects the traditional American historical background she brought in her animated bronzes.

In addition to the statue of Sedona Schnebly, Kliewer also carved two life-size fountains: one to commemorate the Sinagua and the other to depict a Hopi Water Maiden. Kliewer likes these monumental projects and looks forward to creating more in the near future.

Susan Kliewer was born in Orange County, California. Her grandparents were the ranchers there before they became crowded. Although Kliewer is a talented sculptor, her first artistic enthusiasm is painting. She started painting at the age of 10 and decided she wanted to be an artist. As an interesting illustration, her father, Elmer Osterman [CA's fire coordinator], is the creator of today's popular icon "Smokey the Bear," based on the true story of a bear trapped in a fire. Therefore, it is not surprising that her artistic talent is running in the family.

In 1968, she and her ex-husband read the town of Sedona in an article published in the article. from

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 And plan to go camping with their three children. They first came to Sedona on Memorial Day and immediately fell in love with the area. Kliewer and her family decided to move from California and buy Oak Creek Mobile Lodge for about four years as a mobile home.

One day, a California neighbor suggested that she run another type of business, a trading post in Marble Canyon. This is a remote area near the Arizona-Utah border, and even though she was initially hesitant, Susan now realizes that this is a very important step in her life: "This is a big deal for me. I don't want to leave the stuff. Donna is so much, but I am really happy that we did it because of all the new experiences that I will not have."

For the next five years, Kliewer learned how to run restaurants, motels, gas stations, post offices, and of course a trading post. “It’s like a small kingdom. A neat place! We met all the people who went down the mountain valley for white water rafting…so we have very good, very interesting guests all summer. No TV or any Electronic products, but a lot of music and singing at night "- She remembers smiling.

In his spare time, Susan continued to paint and became a very proficient portrait. Her inspiration comes from her love and interest in Southwestern culture. In fact, her son married a Navajo girl and her relationship with the Navajo was strengthened. Her Navajo friends and grandchildren have always been examples of her many bronze works.

After her unforgettable years at the trading post, Kliewer decided to return to Sedona: "I want my children to live a more normal life. They have to go to school 40 miles each time… to them. It’s really hard, they have an hour-long bus ride.”

Back in Sedona, Kliewer was the manager of the Oaxaca Restaurant in Uptown Sedona. However, when the restaurant is sold out, the new owner manages the restaurant himself and serves as a waitress. She remembers that it was a very difficult time for her since she divorced and tried to make a living. Kliewer then applied for work at a local foundry. Although she was initially rejected because it was “a man’s job,” she persisted and became the first woman in town to have such a job: “If I don’t, I won’t be engraved today. " – She claims.

But let us let Susan tell us the rest of her story.

M.S-B: I know that you started painting earlier than carving. How did you start carving? Do you have a mentor?

S.K: In… we are a foundry that works with many popular artists. I worked there for about ten years, became friendly with many sculptors, they taught me how to do things, and revealed some secrets.

In addition, most of the people working in the foundry are sculpture students from Flagstaff NAU, who are very fond of art and sculpture. The people around you are also a learning experience. During the coffee break, we talk about art.

The foundry owner is also very good, let us throw away our things after work. So, little by little, I am carving. I work closely with famous sculptors such as John Hampton, Joe Beeler and Buck McCain. They gave me a lot of help, especially Joe Beeler. He looked at my work and criticized them for me. He is a friend and we have done a lot together. Although I didn't even realize it at the time, it was a good education. I think I am a painter. I always paint. When I lived at the trading post, I made a lot of Indian portraits. So I carved the portraits of people little by little. I think there are reasons for these different jobs. Trading days, foundry days and all my other experiences helped me do what I did… and it was always fun.

M.S-B: Do you still paint?

S.K: I still draw often. At least once a week. For example, my husband Jeff and I have just returned from the California coast, we have been painting outdoors. We paint together and use oil on the canvas. Jeff has been painting for two years and he likes it. Painting outdoors is difficult because the light changes quickly. You have to work very fast. We get up and draw in the morning and afternoon. It's exhausting because you have to work so fast, but it's really fun. If you want to see them, I will draw some paintings at the Sedona Art Center Gallery. The Sedona Art Center is a great place with lots of workshops and exhibitions. When I first moved here, I went to the art barn for a watercolor course and met other artists and teachers in this way. In many ways, this is a big help for me.

When I was working in the foundry, I wanted to carve, but I didn't know how to build the frame, the armature, which made me back down. When I became very serious about carving, the researchers working at the foundry encouraged me to take action at NAU. It is called "the anatomy of the sculptor." We have to make muscles with clay. We did the whole body for a semester and then, the head. This is a very good anatomy course that helped me get started. This is a very important step.

M.S-B: How did the sculpture of the Sedona statue come from?

S.K: The project was sponsored by the Red Rock Art Council, which sponsored the Sedona Sculpture Walk. They organized a competition with Sedona Schnebly as the theme of the bronze monument. People participated in the competition and submitted the model [from

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] Show what their "Sedona" will look like. Then, at Sculpture Walk, they have a jury, and of course, people choose to vote for the best work. When I won, I was very excited because it was really important to me and I was selected for the eight finalists.

M.S-B: How did you make the facial features of your sculpture Sedona Schnebly so accurate to her?

S.K: Um… I borrowed some photos of Sedona from my home. They are very happy about this, so this is good. I was very helpful to meet her great-granddaughter Lisa Schnebly, she is a very kind person. She wrote a book about children in Sedona. She imitated me, everyone in her family thought she looked like her great-grandmother. So this is a collective effort. I carved Sedona for about eight months at the Sedona Art Center in the main gallery. In the summer, many people come to say hello and watch me work. This statue is 10 feet high. I have to climb the ladder to go to work. Fun.

M.S-B: Can you explain the different stages in the process of carving bronze?

S.K: When you start sculpture, you must first make the frame, the armature. It is made of aluminum wire and galvanized pipe. It provides support for clay. Then, you put the clay on it and work from the inside out. The oil-based clay I use does not dry out. When you finish this work, you bring it to the foundry and mold it. Sometimes artists like to do it at home, but I would rather let them do it, so I can focus on my artwork.

The clay original is coated with a plurality of layers of silicone rubber to form a mold. Each layer of rubber must be dried for 24 hours. The average mold takes two weeks to complete.

In order to manufacture bronze castings, the foundry applies hot wax to the rubber mold. This is done with a coating until the thickness of the wax is close to a quarter of an inch. As the wax cools, the mold is disassembled and the wax removed.

Next is the slurry, silica based solution. The wax was immersed in the slurry and dusted with silica sand and allowed to dry. The process was repeated eight days a day with a coating. The result is a ceramic shell coated with wax. It is placed in a furnace and heated to melt the wax. Next is the bronze pouring. The shell was placed upside down in a box of sand and the molten bronze was poured into the shell. After cooling, the ceramic shell is chiseled and sandblasted. Then you have to do metal processing, welding and grinding to recreate the bronze. Next apply the color, which is called patina. This is done by using a torch to heat the bronze while applying oxidizing chemicals. This is the last step, it is an important part of the bronze color. It's really complicated. It takes about six weeks to complete all of these steps. Every step must be careful, and the completion of bronze is perfect.

M.S-B: Thank you Susan for your time and extraordinary learning experience.



Please fix the disabled system!


This is to tell the people of our country the nightmare that a person faces when he or she becomes disabled because he has no fault of his own. I can't tell everyone's story, so I can only share my story, even though there are many stories like me; all of them have their own situation, but there are similar results when trying to get disability benefits.

I am a 38-year-old single mother with two children. For a while, I thought I was a survivor of a terrible childhood full of emotional neglect, physical and sexual abuse, and terrible foster care systems. In my life, I have to work hard to achieve every goal, and most of the time, if I reach the goal, I can hardly do it. This is not because of the lack of trials, but when I reached the end of my life, my emotional state was only broken at best. My biological parents, the foster care system, and the institution responsible for allowing me to be adopted by a woman who did not hesitate to invade me in the most cruel and intimate way failed. Now, I just exist, struggle, just like I have never struggled, just to let it spend a day, sometimes even an hour.

After graduating from high school, I immediately tried to go to college, but failed, and dropped out after one year. Then I joined the Army as an air traffic controller. Due to my emotional problems and my lack of ability to maintain self-control, I was forced to accept the dismissal of the Army. I just got married and gave birth to two children, but I didn't want to be a wife and a mother, I eventually lost my husband, and my child lost another woman.

I left the last, there are two children – my children are now with me – but because of my improper choice, their father is absent. Because of my lack of ability to take care of them in the way they deserve, and my growing mental instability, I also have the danger of losing these children.

I did manage to do a job for ten years. It was a great job. Unfortunately, I have struggled with depression for many years and was diagnosed with bipolar disorder and other psychological problems in 2005. Then I had to quit my job, but tried to work, and when my health changed me to miss too many days, I lost my job after three months of work. I was expelled a month ago, I was fired for a home we have lived for for ten years, because I can no longer pay the rent, and lost my first new car – a car I work very hard. Since then, we have been living in a motel and my rent has been three months behind.

I have been useless for the past two years. My children missed a lot of schools. Last year, they were already late, so that we had to go to court. My daughter didn't actually pass her grades. This year she repeated. We got some help with DHR, but it turned out to be a well-known band-aid. However, we have done a better job this school year, and although we still have some improvements, we are working hard.

Thanks to a family and friends who are very concerned about intimacy, we have escaped from homelessness, although this danger is still ridiculed at close range, because this friend can't continue to pay, I don't want anyone to bear our weight. I have been working since I was 17 years old and have been taking care of myself, except for the two years I have been married.

Basically, my life has disintegrated before my eyes. Everything I have worked for, both physically and personally, has disappeared. I have been consulting for most of my life, because I know that my thoughts have many problems, and I can't solve this problem myself – no longer. When I was a child, the damage done to me was still great, coupled with bipolar disorder, which continued to hamper my ability to function in places where normal people could approach. I hope that this is not the case every day, but it is true.

I have been fighting for the rest of my life. I am having a small monthly check with a disabled family, a very insulting adoptive mother, my husband, my problems, and other people’s rash and cruel choices and behaviors. . I have been working hard all my life.

We apply for a disability, are denied in time, apply for an appeal, and wait for many long months and years. When we finally know that we have been approved, we have to wait a little longer to get a small amount of money, and our lawyers usually get a quick payment. At the same time, we are dealing with our disease, trying to reunite our family; when we wait, we lose our jobs, homes, property, and sometimes our lives.

No one can predict the disease, and many of us can't find a job that gives us the opportunity to raise enough money to feed for years. Most people pay paychecks, and when the salary suddenly disappears because of things we can't control, we are affected in many ways. When faced with life-changing diseases and having to deal with disability systems, we feel too much emotion: fear, frustration, anger, disgust, sadness, when we know that its life has disappeared.

I was told that I was approved, but I am still waiting for something to come in so I can pay the rent, buy the much-needed clothes for my child, buy a new toothbrush every year, buy toilet paper, buy a second pair of jeans.

Once, when I was able to work and take care of myself and my family, I could do it all. This is no longer my possibility. My choice is to work, but my mind and body refuse to continue my desire to continue to be a contributing, self-sufficient and productive member of this country.

I ask those who hold important positions to fix the disabled system so that people don't lose everything as they used to. Please repair the system because one day it may be that you are in our shoes, it is a long, painful and very hard walk, I don't want the soul of this world.


Your hotel bug is not your biggest problem


In the past few years, the hotel industry has been repeatedly attacked. Starting from 911, through SARS and bird flu alerts, and over the past 5 years, bed bugs. If they don't try to defend the hotel operators, they should take a break. Most hotel/motel owners try to provide satisfactory service commensurate with the price they charge. You won't find silk sheets and marble bathrooms for $75 per night, but you should expect a clean, comfortable room.

To argue, let us recognize that most hoteliers will check their rooms and treat any infections they find. So why are there so many complaints and lawsuits about these miniature vampires?

News reports about bug attacks have never let the victim get bitten once or twice, and it is always bitten. Many bites are caused by many bed bugs. Many bugs don't just magically appear in hotel rooms, and infection takes time to develop. They are free-riding people who hide in a suitcase or carry-on items and travel from one place to another. Remember, we are not talking about one or two mistakes, we are talking about dozens or hundreds. Therefore, if there are some errors in the hotel room, those may be carried by the previous guest, it is almost impossible to prevent this from happening. However, if the hotel has pests and many bugs, then this is the fault of the hotel's inspection and treatment. The only explanation for an infested room is that the hotel has neglected prevention and treatment.

Now go to the main point of the article.

If the hotel is infested means:

– The previous guests either did not notice the bug or did not feel the bite. It is possible that not everyone is responsive to the bite.


– Housekeeping did not check or saw no signs of any problems.


– The head of the housekeeping service should regularly check the work the employee is doing, not checking or seeing the error.


– The laundry facility found no signs of brown smudges and bugs of dried blood.


– The payroll for this hotel does not have a pest control company, at least one company is working properly.


– This is the most important one. If the staff of this hotel, the laundry can't find or do not bother to deal with bedbugs, what else would make you sick if you have sheets or rooms?

Currently, there is no evidence that gas-solid fluids can transmit any of the 28 disease pathogens they are found to carry. I am saying now because bed bugs are a recent problem. Scientists are just beginning to understand their biology. Why can't they spread the disease, or they can, but we haven't found any evidence yet? However, MSRA and E. Coli are harmful and have been found in many hotel rooms in many studies. So far, viruses and bacteria have done more damage to your health than bed bugs, but these bugs are affected by various news. why? Because we can see bed bugs. If you wake up with red spots on your body and then find a bug, please turn it off. However, if you feel diarrhea or flu while traveling, how do you trace it back to the hotel room for sheets, towels or TV remotes.

Bed bugs are not the only parasite on the hotel bed. It is very small, you can't see it without zooming in. Unlike bed bugs, acne is a major health problem if you shrink them.

Unfortunately, this entire bed bug epidemic has monopolized media coverage and hotel budgets. Whenever you read that some retail stores are being harassed by bed bugs, it may not be correct. Some bugs were found and this place was handled simply. But bed bugs are a real problem in the hospitality industry. Through education, rigorous inspections and centralized treatment, hotels can manage problems more effectively and spend millions of dollars on pest control. However, proper inspection means trained personnel, which means higher wages mean lower bottom line hires a company to spray and lower the cost of litigation on this basis.

This is another question to answer. How many pesticides have you been exposed to while staying at a hotel that is undergoing parasite treatment? A few months ago, a New Jersey pest control company was fined for illegally using toxic pesticides that were not approved for indoor use. Whether the hotel has a legal obligation to notify the guest if pesticides are used in the hotel premises or in the guest rooms. A front desk clerk told you that the room you are inspecting was recently treated with pyrethroids, which are the preferred insecticide for most pests. Although we ask, what bleach and detergent will be used when washing bedding and what chemical cleaners are used in the room and bathroom.

For ordinary travelers, exposure to hundreds of chemical pesticides or detergents can be safe or cause snot, rash or itching. Nothing, the traveler continues their happy way and never thinks about it. Maybe it will affect their health in the future, maybe it will be cumulative, or it will not have any adverse effects at all. For people who are chemically sensitive, this is another story. I was wondering why you were itchy after living in a motel on a road trip, or why suddenly you runny.

Some people will say that you may be hit by a bus at home, so why worry about things you can't control. When I cross the road, I seem to be two-way. When you stuff your child into the hotel bed, you have two ways. Blind trust or ignorance is not the way to go. I never think of not traveling, but, like my travel insurance, I educate myself and take precautions to ensure a healthy and enjoyable trip.

Don't be shy to ask the desk staff about bed bugs or treatments on the bed. Check the room and mattress for signs of past or present infection. Wipe the surface and contacts with an antibacterial wipe. Carry or carry your sleeping bag or travel sheet with you wherever you need it. You can visit many articles to learn how to check and prevent parasites, bacteria and viruses.


American Beach Resort


American fact

The United States, the United States, or the United States of America is a huge country. It is located in the northern United States. The United States is often referred to as the United States, the United States, or the United States, and is merely a "state." Its total land area is 9.6 million square kilometers, accounting for about half of Russia's total area, which is roughly the same as China's land area.

The United States also has the third largest population in the world after India and China [with approximately 300 million inhabitants]. This beautiful and powerful country includes densely populated cities such as vast suburbs and vast, naturally beautiful and uninhabited areas. This country has a history of large-scale immigration dating back to the 17th century. The United States of America is considered to be the melting pot of global culture.

The United States is not the United States of film and television. On the contrary, this country is complex and diverse. Traveling between regions of the country can be expensive and time consuming due to the distance involved.

American Atlantic Beach Resort

Anchorage Motel – This resort and motel is located at 04609, Port 51, Mount Athos, Los Angeles, Maine, USA. It has charming, clean and spacious rooms that are located in the heart of the Bar Harbor family and are even available for people to own. Who knows how to provide professional services.

It is best to arrange an arrival after 7pm. This resort is a short walk from Village Green’s bus tours, bicycle rentals and whale watching tours, sightseeing tours, free concerts, shops, restaurants and cruises. It is just about a mile from Nova Scotia Ferry Terminal and Acadia National Park.

This resort has 50 rooms and 2 floors. Hotel amenities include cable TV, city centre, wake up service and telephone, 24-hour front desk, air-conditioned rooms and wireless Internet access. Check-in time for this hotel is 2pm and check-out time is 11am the next morning. You must pay in US dollars.

Bar Harbor Inn – This hotel is located at 1 Newport Dr, Bar Harbor ME USA 04609. This hotel or resort is considered to be Bar Harbor's premier seaside attraction with convenient towns. Ranked as the first class class by the official hotel guide. It has over 1,000 feet of waterfront and 8 acres of lush gardens and lawns. In addition, there are three distinctly beautiful buildings on this site, surrounded by peaceful coastal trails.

It has elegant suites and rooms, king and queen beds and premium bedding. Almost all rooms in this place have a waterfront balcony. Hotel amenities include free continental breakfast, wireless Internet access and plush bathrobes. In addition, there is a restaurant called “Reading Room Restaurant” that offers fine dining options.

The area has 153 elegantly designed rooms and 3 floors. Hotel amenities include fitness center, spa, swimming pool, babysitting service, valet parking, free parking and telephone as well as meeting facilities, lounge, cable TV and complimentary newspaper. Their hotel rooms are also equipped with coffee makers, disabled facilities and room service.


Restaurant Review: Kelly's McDonald's in Dickinson, North Dakota – Imitation


We found ourselves at Dickinson, North Dakota during dinner time. Without any reservations, we entered the local McDonald's and hoped to have a meal. After a short wait of a white caravan full of local high school sports teams and a green Pontiac firebird, we were welcomed by the friendly voice of the monitor and speakers. We explained that we didn't have an appointment because it was Friday night and we asked if they could accommodate us. The innocent voice assured us that this would not be a problem.

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Kelly's McDonald's is located at 212 Museum Drive, Dickinson ND 58601. After visiting the Dakota Dinosaur Museum, located 0.01 miles east, it is a great place for a fast food. In addition to fast and accurate windows, the hotel also offers an indoor smoke-free restaurant and a seasonal outdoor dining area behind the restaurant.



Kelly's McDonald's offers a selection of American cuisine; including a variety of burgers and cheeseburgers, chicken sandwiches, chicken strips and chicken nuggets, burritos, salads, French fries, cola, milkshakes and coffee. As the region is in an oil boom, prices tend to be slightly higher, and many oil companies and drilling support services companies place workers in hotels and motels that are too expensive.

My husband chose double a quarter of a pound with cheese, small fries and iced tea. We are nearly five years old who prefer ten chicken nuggets with ranch sauce and ice water. I chose grilled chicken bacon ranch salad and iced tea as a supplement.

Our food arrives quickly and is delivered to the order. Professionally prepared burgers and tender pieces are each served in an attractive cardboard container, with striking graphics claiming the contents of the package. These fries are quilted in a paper sleeve for easy access to delicious and mild salted potato snacks. My grilled chicken bacon ranch salad is well packed in a plastic bowl, although it is difficult to open after stealing French fries [well, more like 5]. Pour properly chilled sweet tea into Styrofoam and accurately add the right amount of ice.



The person who accepts our paid drive window is a humorous, no nonsense, strict business type, efficient and accurate. As an accountant, or perhaps a prison guard, she has a bright future.

The driving windows that provide food are friendly, helpful and ask if we need to fry bread, ketchup or extra napkins. We believe that once he has passed through his life, smashing the age and graduating from high school, he will become an excellent logistics manager.



Restaurant: 5am to 11pm on Sundays. Friday and Saturday from 5 am to 12 am. Drive Thru: Same as the restaurant.



Neon decorations are typical fast foods, but they are not too offensive or distracting. Once the car stereo has been muted, it lacks music accompaniment. A typical customer is a large group of local college students wandering after class. The high school sports team seized the fast food before returning to their insignificant towns and hungry oilfield workers on a long and arduous journey. All in all, Kelly's McDonald's provides fast and hearty cuisine for families on the go.